If.

If I were a month, I’d be May.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Tuesday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 2am.
If I were a planet, I’d be Venus.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a octopus.
If I were a direction, I’d be up.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be an old comfy chair.
If I were a liquid, I’d be rum.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be an emerald.
If I were a tree, I’d be a lilac tree.
If I were a flower, I’d be a white lily.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a harmonica.
If I were a color, I’d be crimson.
If I were an emotion, I’d be joy.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a pineapple.
If I were an element, I’d be fire.
If I were a food, I’d be lavender ice cream.
If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla.
If I were an object, I’d be an iPod.
If I were a body part, I’d be lips.
If I were a song, I’d be Body in A Box by City and Colour.
If I were a relationship status, I’d be single.
If I were a kiss, I’d be a secret kiss, fast and special.

Obsession.

It would be so nice if something would make sense for a change.

Maybe.

“All my resistance will never be distance enough” Anna Nalick.

A hurt like that doesn’t come around often. Usually, it sneaks up on you, has you gasping for air in the corner of a crowded place wondering what happened. That’s how it was for me. The worst part is that I can’t be mad. I can’t yell or question or do anything externally. There are no allegiances here that warrant my emotions. Yet somehow you have them. At some point I let my guard down, and now here I am, kicking myself for it.

"Don't delay. Something tells me I gotta go away
Maybe it's the way we always stay, when our hearts have gone" Indgrid Michaelson.



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The Quote Life.

"All the world is made of faith, and trust, and pixie dust." From Peter Pan.

“Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.” Unknown.

“There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.” – Harry Crews

“Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it.” Sarah Dessen

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other… Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.” Dave Mathews

“I’ve learned that: goodbyes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heros often go unsung.” Unknown.

“Say I love you and mean it, don’t just say it cause you can.” Unknown.

“Men may play the game, but women know the score.” Unknown.

“I don’t understand how he can be such an asshole and be so nice.” Britney Spears

“one of the cruelest things you can do to another person is pretend that you care about them more than you really do.” Douglas Coupland

“I don’t care how many fish there are in the sea. I don’t want a fish. I want you.” Unknown.

"If one day you realize that I haven’t talked to you in a while, just remember you were the one who pushed me away." Unknown.

“We don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion.” Dead Poets Society

"No, I do not love him. Would I be sad if he died? yes." Rachelle.


"You change for two reasons: either you learn enough that you want to or you’ve been hurt enough that you have to."

How did we become so broken?
We fell in love, and at some point, the people we love forgot to love us back.

We stopped looking for the monsters under our beds when we realized they were inside of us

Thank you.

"I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, I’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you."
The Land Of Women.

I read this and thought of you. There are a thousand things I want to tell you yet somehow I just can't seem to get them right. So I wait. I wait and I am quiet and strong and patient. As I read this, I realized those were the two words I need to say, so for that, thank you.